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- New shoes.
- More money.
- And more smiles.

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Don feel too good..
Feel like crying..
What if they gamble again..
What if next time they say they don wan to pay for the monthly rental fee..
What if they ask money from me..
What if we cannot get along...
What if we cannot afford to pay the monthly rental fee..
What if they start to rely on me to pay for this and that...
What if they stop working..
What if they keep spending money like theres no tomoro???
What if....
What if...
FUCK!!

Why?? why people so happy but i feel so sad...I rather give up the 2k rather then ME ending up paying 330 bucks every month from the CPF and yet have to take out cash too??!!

Its not like i wanted a house now..ITs for THEM!!! FOR THEM!!! Why must i experience this type of things?! Am i taken advantage of? I AM! We move house because they wanted money NOT that i insisted in moving!! WTF! What can i do now...HE don wan to listen to me..I AM NOT READY FOR FINANCIAL BURDEN...His parents should be the one paying for the flat for the whole 5 years! Why they can pay for the house for 1 year then the remaining 4 years me n him have to slog for life to take care of them...Does that mean after that 1 year i can chase them out??

Argh....

I don koe what to say...Am i ready? Am i ready to put HEs family's burden on my shoulder? Am i willing to slog for life? Can i afford to go on holiday? Can i buy what i want to buy? Should i take the risk? The risk of them not paying for the monthly rental, gambling debts and all sorts of rubbish and leaving us to die with stacks of debts...

My guy wants to take care of his parents but im reluctant..I will not be a good daughter in law.. if we really move into the house i must be prepared to lock myself in my room..



I am very tired..Im not happy...








Should i????

Today is another friday....bright and sunny but the weather doesnt reflect what im feeling now-sleepy & mentally tired..

Taking the train and bus services to my office is a daily routine..Quite interesting looking at people..fat thin tall overweight short ugly pretty show offs..

Some humans like to dig their nose in the public and when i say dig is very deep...Yucks..

Some humans like to talk into the phone real loud as if they wan everybody to koe what stuff shes/hes going to do later afterwards.

Some humans like to cross dress...For goodness sake uncles! Please stop exposing your bras and panties in the public! OMG! Why?! Why do they wan to do that?? To attract the mens?! Or just to tell us ladies that they can be pretty too???!! Sorry i don think so...Think i always roll my eyes when i see them..Bugis alot Yishun also have...Orchard.. no need for me to say you guys also got eyes to see....Wats the society turning into??

Some humans like to cling on to the train cabin poles..I don koe why?? Feel like doing pole dancing or afraid that the train will crash anytime?? U tell me..i would like to koe..Oh or maybe they belongs to the selfish gang declaring that the particular spot n the pole belongs to them..Hmm...sounds like they are imitating dogs except that there is no urination involve..






Part II......

Jamie, you're an Angel!

Just like the haloed and winged guardians of good, you truly have a heart of gold, sweet Angel. Whenever there's a chance to pitch in, save the day or just make life easier for the people around you, you're the one for the job.You don't just jump in without planning — you use your angelic head to figure out how to do things right the first time, like only the most dependable goddesses can.

Whether brainstorming a new solution to a problem, planning a surprise party for your parents, or lending your friends a wing to cry on, you've got the right instincts, so follow them whenever you can. As natural as it is for you to take care of the people around you, don't forget to treat yourself right, too.

The best friendships, and loves, of a lifetime tend to blossom when you become your own guardian angel. So don't listen to those who say nice girls finish last. People have always seen you as a goddess of thoughtfulness and good intentions, and it hasn't slowed you down a bit.

All in all, Angel, you've got it made with your glowing attitude and ability to see from on high. So get out there and change the world!

Haha...juz writing fer the sake of writing..

gonna prepare to leave hse..

its been like the 3rd week of holiday after FYPJ...

FYPJ sucks!!

haha....anyway tis is life..

28th Oct is coming!! and its like 7 years anniversary with my baobei haha...

Cant wait to see him..


End here lo....



CIao...




PeAce

GERD
Bedtime milk and cookies sounds like the perfect way to wind down before hitting the sack. But that soothing ritual might be costing you more than a few extra calories. When Oprah tells us she doesn't dare touch food after 8pm, she's doing it for weight loss reasons. But even if you're not a dieting diva, eating late is never a good idea. According to the American Academy of Sleep Medicine, if you're eating a large meal before bedtime, the digestion process can get in the way of your good night's sleep. Besides disrupting your REM time, you may also be contributing to a more serious condition, gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD). This occurs when food is pushed back up into the esophagus via stomach acids, causing a burning sensation and sometimes choking and coughing.

Remedy: Do not eat a large meal or snack within two to three hours of bedtime. If this is unavoidable, plan ahead and satisfy your appetite earlier in the evening so all you'll need is a light snack before going to bed. If you do conk out after your gorge session, be sure to elevate your head with pillows.


Electrical Stimulation in the Bedroom
Everyone likes a little bedroom stimulation now and again, but just be sure those sparks are coming from your partner or spouse, and not from a love affair with technological gadgetry. Are you unwittingly charging your room with electrical current? The average home is filled with electromagnetic interference, as it is generated from every electric appliance. According to theories in quantum physics, electrical charges fill our air and can disturb sleep. Whether you're an avid tech junkie or just the average consumer, you likely have a TV, radio, CD player, portable phone and perhaps even a computer, printer, scanner and fax all within your compact sleep space. These pieces of electronic equipment ‑- particularly the TV and computer screen ‑- give off high levels of electromagnetic energy even long after they're turned off. You're literally jamming up your air with electronic waves.

Remedy: Turn off the electricity. Zero is the best number of electronic equipment to have in your bedroom; however, you can cover both your TV and computer screens with fabric before retiring and place a medium-to-large-size plant in your room for every piece of electrical equipment. Palms, peace lilies and spider plants are said to absorb the most electrical current. Digitally displayed alarm clocks emit a high amount of EMI, and should not be kept close to your head. Put them on the other side of your room or switch to a nondigital clock.

Are You a Stomach Sleeper?
Get in touch with your inner child while you sleep. According to researchers, the best sleeping positions that put the least stress on your joints and organs are on your back or in the semifetal position, where you lay on one side with knees slightly bent, one arm outstretched above the head, the other resting comfortably on the opposing upper arm to cradle the head. Both give your spine and body proper alignment.
However, if your preferred sleep position is on your stomach, you may be asking for trouble. You'll spend many hundreds of hours smashing your delicate facial skin into a pillow, which helps produce wrinkles, sagging and puffiness, not to mention trauma to your neck, spine and lower back.

Remedy: Change sleep positions. Sleep doctors suggest adhering two tennis balls to your stomach so whenever you try and switch to the old tummy routine, you'll automatically reposition yourself.

Increased Blood Cortisol Levels
The highly publicized study that linked lack of sleep with extra weight is accurate on one side of the equation. The study does not suggest getting more sleep will help you lose weight. It says if you're not getting enough sleep, you'll feel less equipped to handle stress and your intricate hormonal system will react, increasing stress hormones like cortisol. Higher blood cortisol negatively affects your sleep patterns in a round-robin effect. Numerous studies also show that increased cortisol levels both increase appetite ‑- particularly for sugar and starchy carbohydrates ‑- as well as promote stubborn belly fat. If that's not enough to want to keep them in check, recent studies also indicate a direct correlation between elevated cortisol levels and high blood pressure, diabetes and a decreased resistance to infection.

Remedy: Put in plenty of pillow time. Get yourself to bed at a reasonable hour so that you're not dreading the sound of the alarm clock come morning. Figure out how many hours of sleep your body operates best with, and once you start getting that magic number, your hormones will readjust and both your sleep and weight will normalize.

Sleep Apnea, RLS and PLMD
People tend to think that sleep problems are a part of life, and don't often think to discuss them with their doctor. But there are certain medical conditions that could be interfering with your sleep, and, since they happen during sleep, they will most often escape your notice.
Snoring isn't always just a nuisance. It could be a sign of a larger problem. According to the Sleep Research Society, sleep apnea occurs when airflow to the lungs is briefly blocked, most often in the throat, in repeated episodes of gasping, sometimes up to 50 times an hour. Snorting and gasping are the telltale signs. Obesity; the use of nicotine, alcohol or sedatives; hypothyroidism; sleeping on one's back; and excessive airway tissue are key factors. Sleep apnea can be dangerous to your health, so if you suspect your snoring may be sleep apnea, contact a doctor.

Restless legs syndrome (RLS) sends odd, uncomfortable sensations deep within the leg muscles and knees, creating forceful urges to move, particularly at night. Sufferers may jerk themselves awake with leg spasms or kicking movements, preventing a restful night's sleep. Periodic limb movement disorder (PLMD) centers in the lower limbs and consists of spasms that can occur up to hundreds of times a night. The telltale signs of PLMD are crumpled bedcovers at the foot of the bed, along with kicking and jerking during sleep and unknowingly awakening many times during the night.

Remedy: If you suspect you might have any of the above sleep disorders, discuss them with your doctor as soon as possible. He or she can recommend a treatment to help get you back on the track to well-restedness

These are stupid crimes done by human beings which i found from the webby.

Enjoy..

Traffic light thieves caught red-handed
Two men have been arrested in Buenos Aires for stealing traffic lights.

Bear-faced lie
A Ukrainian woman has been arrested after she tried to smuggle two bears on board a plane by claiming they were dogs.

I'm a Celebrity could be prosecuted over goldfish deaths
Organisers of the German version of I'm a Celebrity... Get Me Out of Here! face prosecution over the death of three goldfish.

Man lost job for being 'dead'
A Romanian man returned from his holiday to find he had lost his job because he had been declared dead.

'Ugliest man in the world'
A wealthy lawyer says he must be the ugliest man in the world after having 5,000 marriage proposals turned down.

Cop accidentally shoots man while on loo
An off-duty policeman's gun went off twice as he pulled down his pants to use the toilet, injuring a man.

Gravediggers held BBQ in cemetery
Gravediggers in a Belgian city have been criticised for holding a barbecue party in a cemetery.

Flies take over village
A village in Russia has been evacuated after it was taken over by millions of flies

Librarians baffled by urine
Librarians in the US have had to admit they are baffled by the case of the urine-stained library books.

Mystery of the exploding toads
Visitors to Hamburg parks are being warned to watch out for exploding toads.

Memorial looks like big penis
A Dutch war memorial that goes up and down, and spurts flames may be scrapped after complaints it looks like a giant penis

No pretend penises in cannibal documentary
Channel 4 says there will be no shots of pretend penises in a documentary about a German cannibal killer who fried his victim's member in garlic before eating it

Wife cuts off husband's penis
A Thai woman cut off her husband's penis after he asked her to make love one more time before he left her for another woman.

Ref pulled red lacy knickers from his pocket
A Brazilian football referee is facing divorce proceedings after he pulled a pair of knickers out of his pocket instead of a red card during a match.

These are stupid crimes done by human beings which i found from the webby.

Enjoy..

Bogus cops steal loo roll
Thieves posed as police officers in Russia to steal thousands of rolls of toilet paper.

Porn fans made to do sit-ups
Police in India forced nearly 200 cinema goers to do ten sit ups each for watching a porn film.

Naked man arrested for shouting at trees
A German man has been arrested after a marriage guidance counsellor advised him to run around naked shouting at trees.

'Bigamist' forgot she was married
A 36-year-old woman who's been charged with bigamy in Norway says she forgot she was already married.

Chicken fined for crossing road
A chicken fined for crossing the road has walked free from court in the US after a judge threw out the charge

Jail for gossiping
A Colombian city has introduced a new law under which people can be jailed for gossiping.

Sex in car man loses licence
The Romanian man who crashed his car while his girlfriend gave him oral sex has lost his licence for 90 days.

Driver fined for 'having a face like a moron'
A Romanian traffic cop has been demoted after he fined a driver for "having a face like a moron and being a big monkey".

'Holy man' broke coconuts on naked woman's head
Police in India have arrested a 'holy man' who allegedly forced a woman to strip naked and broke coconuts on her head.

Police ordered to catch buffaloes
Police in Cambodia are hunting buffaloes and cows which are leaving their dung among the ruins of ancient temples.

Granny rugby-tackled jay walker
A 77-year-old granny made a citizen's arrest in Germany when she rugby-tackled a 25-year-old jay walker.

Woman attacked father-in-law over football
A Romanian woman has been fined £40 after breaking her father-in-law's hand in a row over their football teams.

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